it feels to me that i've been going round in circles and circles. each time when i thought that i've moved on, inevitably, i will return to where i was and BAM! i realised that no matter how much i've tried to move away, to run away, to escape, little has changed. it has once been abt 'him' and now shadows of 'him' still linger within my heart. and perhaps everything that i've done so far, was just to erase the memory of 'him' inside.